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29 November 2009 @ 09:42 pm

Jealous


jeal⋅ous

–adjective
1. feeling resentment against someone because of that person's rivalry, success, or advantages (often fol. by of): He was jealous of his rich brother.
2. feeling resentment because of another's success, advantage, etc. (often fol. by of): He was jealous of his brother's wealth.
3. characterized by or proceeding from suspicious fears or envious resentment: a jealous rage; jealous intrigues.
4. inclined to or troubled by suspicions or fears of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims: a jealous husband.

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pisspott
29 November 2009 @ 12:00 am





OK.NOW IMAGINE ALL THAT HAPPENING TO ME. AND IT'S NOT EVEN THE EXAMS. SIGHHH.
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
pisspott
25 November 2009 @ 09:24 am


Geeez. I'm gonna stop this obsession. Coz we all know that it's not going anywhere. And I'm not going to re-butt to being nice to him. Hurhur.
 
 
Current Mood: sad
 
 
pisspott
24 November 2009 @ 12:24 am

I've realised that if I don't go out, I'll end up doing something like this.
So it started out with last Saturday.
When I decided to drag my brother to Popular to get some stuffs.
And we ended up at Tampines.
With who? Lina. Fish. Bro and me.
With me wearing Cheetah track pants and Crocodile shirt and Puma slippers.
To where?
WEDDING!
Whose? A cousin's cousin's.
How embarrassing please. OMG.
How embarrassing can it get when my auntie shouted my name and the whole wide world turned and the clock stop ticking for split second.
We ended up in the fitness corner shouting, talking very loudly and exercising. duuuuuuh~
Then we cabbed home.

Then followed by Sunday.
Escaped from class and ran to nut's crib. :D
Baked. Cooked. Eat.
It's a PIG day. :(
I' m super fat nowwww. :(
Send some to her neighbours.
Hoping to see the hot hot hot guy.
But never. :(
SIGH.



Then when I suddenly went into a totally randomized mood.
My weekends was super pack with NR and NSL and to study for NS 1 and NS2.
When I suddenly had a super random idea and asked Datin Mahathair to go for a swim.
It was super last minute. And she agreed.
And we swam for like errr 60 minutes or less?
Haha. And had dinner.
And off to watch the stupidest show ever. 2012~
And we cabbed home.


And the image above shows how I spend my weekends. :(




Then met up with Ain today.
Super random. Forced her to eat with me.
And again I was eating like a pig.
pfffft. :(
Coz I wanna eat Jap food. And I have never eaten them before.
So went to Fork and Spoon and eat there.
While ordering the food, I heard Ely's voice shouting my name from 10 km away!
Thanks to my super sharp ears. :)
Ain offered me her sushi which she bought from Cold Storage?
It tasted nice and I ate raw food. :/
Then I ordered some I-forgot-what-it's-called.
Haha.
And then....

M: The nasi memang keras ehhh? ( The rice is suppose to be hard?)
A: They use special kind of grains to cook the rice.
*I was spooning the soup into my rice to make it soft... duuuuh~*
A: EH! Kau makan bubur ehhh? (EH! You eating porridge?)
M: Haha. Super hard laaaaa. Make it softer. :D

Then when I told her what I dreamt of.
DIY IVF. Hehs. :)

We went to Delifrance to satisfy some cravings and home. :)

And what more can I ask for? *Passed NSL* :D NR handed in. :) Left with NS 1 and NS 2 only. :)


That's all for my updates. Nights all. :)
 
 
Current Mood: optimistic
 
 
pisspott
16 November 2009 @ 11:35 pm







What happens, happens.
 
 
Current Mood: crushed
 
 
pisspott
16 November 2009 @ 11:26 pm



I've cleared my wardrobe Saturday and wash the toilet and clear my room from junks that are in my sight.
It's clean now. And I found a few unused clothes which means I might have more clothes?
Sigh.
DEADLINES AND MORE OF IT.
What's new?


 
 
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
pisspott
15 November 2009 @ 09:43 pm















 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 

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pisspott
13 November 2009 @ 12:08 am



For the fact that I know NR is going to due soon, I still have yet to do a single thing about it.
For the fact that I know Phase test is next week, and I still don't give a damn about it.
For the fact that I know, there are many medications to be memorised, but I don't care.
For the fact that I know, I'm going to be tested for the oral meds tomorrow, and I'm still here now.
For the fact that I know if I don't start studying now, I'm going to suffer from the last minute syndrome and I still don't care.
For the fact that I know if I don't stop eating, I'll just explode.
For the fact that I know, I'm super petty and should just forget about it.

petty

 

1 : having secondary rank or importance : minor, subordinate
2 : having little or no importance or significance

3 : marked by or reflective of narrow interests and sympathies : small-minded



For the fact that I know, Mahathair gonna meet my one true love tomorrow.
For the fact that I know, thinking about my one true love that Mahathair is meeting, makes me excitable.
For the fact that I know, I am living in denial.
For the fact that I know, whatever I try doing, I still hate you just as much.
For the fact that I know if I don't sleep now, I'm going to wake up late which results in me being late for school.


 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
 
pisspott
06 November 2009 @ 08:27 pm


I feel like a bimbo.
 
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
pisspott
27 October 2009 @ 10:38 pm
    

What's new that bound to take place at this period of time every year?
Even the biggest sacrifice being made is not noticed, so what's the point people?
Better dead than alive?
 
 
Current Mood: thankful
 
 
pisspott
27 October 2009 @ 07:44 am
 
 
pisspott
25 October 2009 @ 11:02 am



School has started.
And so has projects and group works.
So far so good.
No stress or anything yet. :)

Last Sunday, despite what I said, I still went.
All were fouls. :(
I feel super useless for a moment,
I can't even throw a stupid stick.
Like how damn fucking tooot stupid and dumb and weak can I get?

Last Saturday was super disheartening. :(
Thank god, they are willing to go out with me. :)
I think it kinda caused me to be emo the whole week.
And not forgetting what happened last Friday?
Which was super unexpected. :(

Oh! And my camera spoil. :(

Finally, it's good to be home.
Home sweet home. :)

I need to wash my hands, it's kinda dusty.


 
 
Current Location: Home.
Current Mood: happy
 
 
pisspott
17 October 2009 @ 03:43 pm



This week has been rather pathetic.
All the plans mostly flopped.

It starts out with Tuesday.
And then Wednesday.

Monday was great.
Cycling at Ubin.
Althought pathetically only 10 of us, excluding 3,
I guess it's still considered as one. :)

Wednesday was super frustrating.
I'm not going tomorrow.
And it's final.
Dinner was fun.
:)

Thursday was great with movie marathon.
And ---------------- after that.
SECRET! :)

Friday was helping out at cik ya's. :)
And the food.
NICE. :)

And today, never been better. ",

And I guess I am the only one looking forward to school.
Coz if it's really what I want,
Then I shall strive for the better now.
Right?

Now, I guess the time has come for me to decide what I really want.
With so many things going on and what nots,
I just don't know what to do anymore.
Last night fight was terrible.
And I wish you were right here with me. :(
 
 
Current Mood: sad
 
 

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pisspott
10 October 2009 @ 09:51 pm



SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL.
GET A LIFE YOU EFFING TOOOT.
 
 
pisspott
10 October 2009 @ 08:53 pm


OH! HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU INTERNET! :D
With the connection being down, ( I don't stay in the jungle),
getting to use the internet is like getting a golden egg from the chicken!

I'm back from my trip.
With lots of things in mind.
And many things to be done.

The trip was great.
The laughter, talks, candids.
OH!
And the crazy things we did. :D <3
Those teasings and what not.
Not forgetting buying alot of things also.
OMG.
Don't even imagine.
Pictures are up on FB and PJ's LJ.
<3 Thanks for the trip. :)

I've cut-ed my hair.
:) :D

Jalan Raya with Attachment people were great. :)
And talking to people who are not even in my best interest,
or neither have I dreamt about talking to, was there.
Right in my face.
TSK!

Clare reply my msn or my sms!
Are you going tomorrow?
I am contemplating to go for mine next week though. :(

Some things which I found out should never have been out.
Why do I have to know the truth?
WHY?!

I MISSED SHIELA AND ELY! :(
 
 
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: HOT HOT!
 
 
pisspott
22 September 2009 @ 09:12 pm


I was super irritated today.
Maybe it's PMS?
I was irritated at stupid things and people who are innocent.
At some point of time, I felt like turning around and scream into their face.
But I hold it back.
For good reason I believe.
Hehs.

Raya was tiring.
Heels are such a killer.
Investments are yet to be counted.
I love going for rayeeeee. :D
<3

I can't wait for attachment to end.
I hate that stupid girl.
She possess such a fucking attitude attention lazy grabber girl.
In short a kid who's deprive of childhood and sttention.
GET A LIFE SUCKER! :)

 
 
Current Mood: irritated
 
 
pisspott
20 September 2009 @ 12:11 am


Results was released 2 days ago as of now.
I don't do as well as what I have expected myself to be scoring.
I don't know whether is it because of what happen or because I take things for granted.
At the end of the whole thing, I guess I just have myself to blame for everything that have happened.
After all, I was given a choice to do things.
And I did not choose the right one.
I'm sorry for letting you down.

Now that 2.2 is over, 2.1 is coming after me.
With the kind of results I've got, the feeling of leaving school is just getting
more and more intense.
I somehow, lost hope in doing everything.
I was lost in my own world and thoughts for a moment.
Like I don't really know what is happening.
I don't know what to ask for anymore.
All I did was just to sit and stare and having a blank mind.

With the festive season here now, I am trying my best to enjoy myself and have fun tomorrow.
Despite the fact that there's only 2.
And having such bad grades. :(
 
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
 
 
pisspott
12 September 2009 @ 09:30 pm