met sister just now.
Heard the most devastating news ever.
I know things happen for a reason.
But sometimes I wonder why me?
I'm trying so hard to be positive right now.
But I break down everytime I think about you guys motivating me to go to work.
About the after work "party" we'll have.
it's just so sad.
I know clearly i have a choice.
But the way she put it..
I mean it's like i know and understand how hard it is for them to find people.
I'm not being nice because they are my NOs.
But rather. i don't know.
I always believe there are reasons why it's my name and not others.
too devastating to talk about. :(
But i really hope the 10 months worth of friendship does not and will never end. :'(
Anyway i'm only gonna be next door.
how bad can it be right? :'(